I had the sudden urge to write...and its been ages since I have. I've been SO happy, blessed, and enjoying the past 3 1/2 months of marriage and new life with the person I treasure the most. How wonderful!

Yet I'm compelled to mention something sorrowful.

Last night as I routinely went to the prayer meeting and was looking around I thought I saw someone I know and love...and then I realized it was not him. And I remembered that he had died  5 months ago. And I wept. I wanted to have a really good cry but couldnt in a room full of people. Later at the meeting I saw his wife wipe away tears and couldnt help crying with her.  I cried again later too and couldnt stop until my husband helped take my mind off it. I am thankful John is in place where he has no pain. But the many people here still love him. He was such a blessing while he was here. And he is still a blessing by the words he spoke to us before he left. Thank the Lord for his mercies to share people like him with us for a while.

amore

I'm so excited! You know in the movies when everything gets fuzzy and reality is in the distance? Well, I've been feeling that lately. haha - it isnt reality and I'm sure sometime I'll come back down. But its kinda pretty up here . But I really am so grateful, happy, blessed...ect! Jae Hwan and I are so different -but even with the differences and the discussions they cause --the result is blessing and an even better relationship! So I guess you could say I'm REALLY excited to embark on this new adventure. I'm sure it'll have ups and downs --but how blessed I will be to be in it all with Jae Hwan! The Lord's kindness to us is overwhelming at times.

haha -I really am a blessed nut

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March 3, 2007